"The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too but there will be no special hurry."
~ Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell To Arms



"Our lives disconnect and reconnect, we move on, and later we may touch one another, again bounce away. This is the felt shape of a human life, neither simply linear nor wholly disjunctive nor endlessly bifurcating, but rather this bouncey sequence of bumping into's and tumblings apart."
~ Salman Rushdie, The Ground Beneath Her Feet



Sunday, February 19, 2012

A Text Is Like A Body...


A text is like a body, a country, a language. You can know it on the surface, what you see at first, how it is first read.  There is the literal text/body that you see - yet, to see the literal is not to know the text/body. It must be explored and journeyed over and your heart must fall in love with it to know it fully. And still there is the punctuation of life that gives form to our stories, defining the parameters of our souls and existence.








The scent of a beautiful woman is sublime.













"Thou still unravish'd bride of quietness,
Thou foster-child of silence and slow time,
Sylvan historian, who canst thus express
A flowery tale more sweetly than our rhyme:
What leaf-fring'd legend haunt about thy shape
Of deities or mortals, or of both,
In Tempe or the dales of Arcady?
What men or gods are these? What maidens loth?
What mad pursuit? What struggle to escape?
What pipes and timbrels? What wild ecstasy?"
~ Keats, Ode To A Grecian Urn



"'Beauty is truth, truth beauty,' - that is all
Ye know on earth, and all ye need to know."
~ Keats, Ode To A Grecian Urn


The Special Two - Missy Higgins...

"I've hardly been outside my room in days,
'Cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realised the conscience never fades....

And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
'cause we're the special two!
And we could only see each other, we'll breathe together,
These arms will not be taught to need another's,
'cause we're the special two."



“The whole world is divided for me into two parts: one is she, and there is all happiness, hope, light; the other is where she is not, and there is dejection and darkness...” ~ Leo Tolstoy, War and Peace


Saturday, February 18, 2012

The Naked Swim by Anne Sexton...And Italy...


On the southwest side of Capri
we found a little unknown grotto
where no people were and we
entered it completely




and let our bodies lose all

their loneliness.


All the fish in us had
escaped for a minute.
The real fish did not mind.
We did not disturb their personal life.
We calmly trailed over them
and under them, shedding
air bubbles, little white
balloons that drifted up
into the sun by the boat
where the Italian boatman slept
with his hat over his face.



Water so clear you could
read a book through it.
Water so buoyant you could
float on your elbow.
I lay on it as on a divan.
I lay on it just like
Matisse's Red Odalisque.
Water was my strange flower,
one must picture a woman
without a toga or a scarf
on a couch as deep as a tomb.

The walls of that grotto
were everycolor blue and
you said, "Look! Your eyes
are seacolor.  Look!  Your eyes
are skycolor."  And my eyes
shut down as if they were
suddenly ashamed.

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Divorce - Anne Sexton...

I have killed our lives together,
axed off each head,
with their poor blue eyes stuck in a beach ball
rolling separately down the drive.


I have killed all the good things,
but they are too stubborn for me.

They hang on.

The little words of companionship
have crawled into their graves,
the thread of compassion,
dear as a strawberry,
the mingling of bodies
that bore two daughters within us,
the look of you dressing,
early,
all the separate clothes, neat and folded,
you sitting on the edge of the bed
polishing your shoes with boot black,
and I loved you then, so wise from the shower,
and I loved you many other times
and I have been, for months,
trying to drown it,
to push it under,
to keep its great red tongue
under like a fish, but wherever I look they are on fire,
the bass, the bluefish, the wall-eyed flounder
blazing among the kelp and seaweed
like many suns battering up the waves
and my love stays bitterly glowing,
spasms of it will not sleep,
a
nd I am helpless and thirsty and need shade
but there is no one to cover me –
not even God.

Divine Milieu...Mary Chapin Carpenter - John Doe No. 24


Grace...




Grace…

In the liminal space,
In the upside down disorienting vertigo of the soul, 
In the space between black and white,
In the grayness of living,
In sin, darkness and bifurcation of being,
In unknowing, ambiguity and dislocation,
In misunderstanding, anger and anxiety,
Grace…
All is grace…
All is a gift…
Grace.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Wine, Reading & A Couple Thoughts...




"There is no coming to consiousness without pain."
~ Carl Young

"But whoever loves truley knows."
~ I Corinthians 8:2-3

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Lines...



We need thicker lines, like thick dark lines of a tattoo
Thicker lines in life
Lines that bring depth and profoundness and lush compassion
Deep, thick lines of fluidity and becoming
Lines that can just be and not encumber
But liberate
Lines that trace the story of our journey
Stories drawn on our bodies with imperishable ink

                                         
        I took this picture on a beach in Riomaggiore, one of the five Cinque Terra Cities in Italy, October 2011 - the rocks were piled like this when I arrived.

Naked...A Poem...



It comes out of nowhere

The ache…
The loneliness, ennui, isolation
The longing for intellectual touch

To know and be known
A mingling of minds
Conversational intercourse
Ideas intertwined between sheets of thought
Becoming truth and one like the beast with two backs…

Evan G Literal..."The Rocks Split"

I recommend everyone follow Evan G Literal on Twitter here: https://twitter.com/#!/EvanGliteral - although Evan views the world in very literal terms he is still a great guy despite no longer eating figs (see his Twitter feed).

I have put Evan’s favorite video here for all of you to see – Evan was actually greatly disappointed in last week’s Super Bowl Halftime Show as his fav song "Party Rock" was partially performed by LMFAO as they appeared with Madonna and there were no rocks of any kind on stage, nor houses or anything that he believed to be real in the song. Poor Evan has been experiencing a shattering of his assumptive world view this week ("...everyday he is shuffling...") and the unraveling of his epistemological moorings. Existentially he  is paralyzed holding in his hands a sign on the street corner that says "that" and shaking it while wondering if this is what Paul Tillich meant by “The Shaking of the Foundations?” His ontology may be at risk!



Please help Evan by following him on Twitter – there may be hope for Evan as he did find proof of the Rapture this week and the lack of rocks at the Super Bowl may be tied to something he has been researching in Dispensationalism - the splitting of the rocks. An actual sign of the imminent pre-millennial return of Jesus – obviously the rocks split, which is why they were gone at the Super Bowl and earlier present in the video! Evan is convinced that Matthew in his Gospel wrote about this, “At that moment the curtain of the temple was torn in two from top to bottom. The earth shook and the rocks split” (Matthew 27:51 emphasize Evan’s). Not to mention these obvious prophecy’s of such things in Daniel 2:34, 35, 45 the word “rock” is mentioned as well as in Revelation 6:15-16 where “rocks” are again emphasized.

"Rocks" are obviously tied to the "masculine feel" that is suppose to be in Christianity and their disappearance linked to the current  glaring deficiancy of a masculine presence in ecclesiology (except for Mark Driscoll) as spoken about by John Piper recently. Could anything be more predestined than that? Evan wonders how Greg Boyd and his open theism can explain this? God never changes his mind when it comes to rocks, there is no exhaustive definative foreknowledge or possibilities for rocks - they are rocks and have always been predetermined to be rocks!

Evan believes that Madonna had something to do with this emasculation of Christianity as she sang her blasphemous song, “Like a Prayer” – and everyone knows that her full name, Madonna Louise Ciccone if given the numerical Latin transliterations equals  666 – the number of the beast. She may be in Rome right now. Could any of this be any clearer?
Please follow Evan https://twitter.com/#!/EvanGliteral to stay informed of the BIBLICAL TRUTH and all things literal.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

"We Take Care Of Our Own" - Bruce Springsteen...A Prophetic Voice...

Here is Bruce Springsteen’s new video for his song “We take Care of Our Own” from the forthcoming album “Wrecking Ball” - the biting, acute irony in the song with the title and repeated lyrics, “…we take care of our own…” is a prophetic utterance that the bards and poets have so often been able to give and far too often have been ignored...a call to radical and revolutionary community.


  "Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen: to loose the chains of injustice and untie the cords of the yoke, to set the oppressed free and break every yoke? Is it not to share your food with the hungry and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter— when you see the naked, to clothe them, and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood? Then your light will break forth like the dawn, and your healing will quickly appear; then your righteousness will go before you, and the glory of the LORD will be your rear guard.”
~ Isaiah 58:6-8


“From Chicago to New Orleans
From the muscle to the bone
From the shotgun shack to the Superdome
We yelled "help" but the cavalry stayed home
There ain't no-one hearing the bugle blown….
Where the eyes, the eyes with the will to see
Where the hearts, that run over with mercy
Where's the love that has not forsaken me
Where's the work that set my hands, my soul free
Where's the spirit that'll reign, reign over me
Where's the promise, from sea to shining sea…”
~ Bruce Springsteen

“If God is not in the whirlwind, He may be in a Woody Allen film or a Bruce Springsteen concert. Most people understand imagery and symbol better than doctrine and dogma. Images touch hearts and awaken imaginations. One theologian suggested that Springsteen’s Tunnel of Love album, in which he symbolically sings of sin, death, despair, and redemption, is more important for Catholics than the Pope’s last visit when he spoke of morality only in doctrinal propositions. Troubadours have always been more important and influential than theologians and bishops.”
~ Brennan Manning, A Ragamuffin Gospel

Thursday, February 9, 2012

The Perfect Pub...Moon Under Water - George Orwell


(The Temple Bar In Dublin, Ireland)

"My favourite public-house, the Moon Under Water, is only two minutes from a bus stop, but it is on a side-street, and drunks and rowdies never seem to find their way there, even on Saturday nights.

Its clientele, though fairly large, consists mostly of ‘regulars’ who occupy the same chair every evening and go there for conversation as much as for the beer.

If you are asked why you favour a particular public-house, it would seem natural to put the beer first, but the thing that most appeals to me about the Moon Under Water is what people call its ‘atmosphere’..."

Read More Here: Moon Under Water by George Orwell


(The Brazen Head, Dublin, Ireland)

(The Spaniards & The World's End, London, England)














(The Bear, Oxford, England)

(The Bunch of Grapes, London, England)
(The Great Canadian Pub, Paris, France)


(The White Hart, Wales, UK)

 (Inside the Brazen Head, Dublin, Ireland)

(O'Donoghue's, Dublin, Ireland)

Bar Church Gathering...

“I waited patiently for the LORD; he turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the slimy pit, out of the mud and mire; he set my feet on a rock and gave me a firm place to stand. He put a new song in my mouth, a hymn of praise to our God. Many will see and fear the LORD and put their trust in him.”
~ Psalm 40:1-3



Bar Church Gatherings will be starting up again this month at The Pub in Two Harbors, Mn.

February 26th at 9:30 am will be the first Gathering and then the 3rd. Sunday of each month after that at 9:30 am.

Also, there will be an Easter Service on Sunday April 8th. at 9:30 am.


Come all who are thirsty for God, Life and Community!



Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Addiction Part II...

“A bruised reed he will not break, and a smoldering wick he will not snuff out, till he leads justice to victory. In his name the nations will put their hope."  
~ Matthew12:20-21

"In order to be free and faithful to this sacred man (Jesus) and his dream, to others and ourselves, we must be liberated from the damnable imprisonment of self-hatred and freed from the shackles of projectionism, perfectionism, moralism/legalism, and unhealthy guilt. Freedom for fidelity demands freedom from enslavement."
~ Brennan Manning

Monday, February 6, 2012

Addiction...

“If I could, through myself, set your spirit free
I'd lead your heart away, see you break, break
 away
Into the light and to the day….”

This song is for all those in exile due to their addictions, whatever they may be, and looking for liberation and a sea to part in their lives and for an exodus for their hurting, tangled, heavy burdened souls.



"The Spirit of the Lord is on me, because he has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to proclaim freedom for the prisoners and recovery of sight for the blind, to set the oppressed free, to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor."

~ Luke 4:18-19


This desperation, dislocation

Separation, condemnation
Revelation, in temptation
Isolation, desolation
Let it go and so to find away
To let it go and so to find away
To let it go and so to find away…”




 “She walks through the streets

With her eyes painted red
Under black belly of cloud in the rain.
In through a doorway
She brings me white golden pearls
Stolen from the sea…”





Wednesday, February 1, 2012

The Greatest Books of All Time, as Voted by 125 Famous Authors - Atlantic Mobile

"Reading is the nourishment that lets you do interesting work," Jennifer Egan once said. This intersection of reading and writing is both a necessary bi-directional life skill for us mere mortals and a secret of iconic writers' success, as bespoken by their personal libraries. The Top Ten: Writers Pick Their Favorite Books asks 125 of modernity's greatest British and American writers—including Norman Mailer, Ann Patchett, Jonathan Franzen, Claire Messud, and Joyce Carol Oates—"to provide a list, ranked, in order, of what [they] consider the ten greatest works of fiction of all time- novels, story collections, plays, or poems."

Read More Here:

The Greatest Books of All Time, as Voted by 125 Famous Authors - Atlantic Mobile

Have You Found Jesus Yet?

The Prodigal Son - U2 - The Wanderer (Johnny Cash)...


I went drifting through the capitals of tin
Where men can't walk or freely talk
And sons turn their fathers in.
I stopped outside a church house
Where the citizens like to sit.
They say they want the kingdom
But they don't want God in it....


I went out there in search of experience
To taste and to touch and to feel as much
As a man can before he repents...

An Ode To Paris - A Moveable Feast...


“If you are lucky enough to have lived in Paris as


a young man, then wherever you go for


the rest of your life it stays with you, for Paris is


a moveable feast.” 

   ~ Ernest Hemingway



Small old apartment with a skylight

Resplendent bohemian – a place to loaf

Work at anything,

To make money to get by

Write

Sit outside at cafĂ©’s and drink coffee, red wine and absinthe

Walk along the Seine

Let the city fill and infatuate my senses

Expatriate, lover, explorer

A journey that may never be returned from.

 














“I've seen you, beauty, and you belong to me now, whoever you are waiting for and if I never see you again, I thought. You belong to me and all Paris belongs to me and I belong to this notebook and this pencil.”  ~ Ernest Hemingway



"Paris is the city in which one loves to live. Sometimes I think this is because it is the only city in the world where you can step out of a railway station—the Gare D’Orsay—and see, simultaneously, the chief enchantments: the Seine with its bridges and bookstalls, the Louvre, Notre Dame, the Tuileries Gardens, the Place de la Concorde, the beginning of the Champs Elysees—nearly everything except the Luxembourg Gardens and the Palais Royal. But what other city offers as much as you leave a train?"
~ Margaret Anderson



"Zelda had a very bad hangover. They had been up on Montmartre the night before and had quarreled because Scott did not want to get drunk. He had decided, he told me, to work hard and not to drink and Zelda was treating him as though he were a kill-joy or a spoilsport." ~ Ernest Hemingway, "Hawks Do Not Share," A Moveable Feast




  "To err is human. To loaf is Parisian."
~ Victor Hugo



"The Frenchman is first and foremost a man. He is likeable often just because of his weaknesses, which are always thoroughly human, even if despicable."
~Henry Miller




"The best of America drifts to Paris. The American in Paris is the best American. It is more fun for an intelligent person to live in an intelligent country. France has the only two things toward which we drift as we grow older—intelligence and good manners."
                                                                                                                ~ F. Scott Fitzgerald


"On a cold windswept street, this was a warm, cheerful place with a big stove in winter, tables and shelves of books, new books in the window, and photographs on the wall of famous writers both dead and living. The photographs all looked like snapshots and even the dead writers looked as though they had really been alive." ~ Ernest Hemingway, "Shakespeare and Company," A Moveable Feast



"But you knew there would always be the spring, as you knew the river would flow again after it was frozen. When the cold rains kept on and killed the spring, it was as though a young person had died for no reason. In those days, though, the spring always came finally but it was frightening that it had nearly failed."

~ Ernest Hemingway, "People of the Seine," A Moveable Feast


“When spring came, even the false spring, there were no problems except where to be happiest. The only thing that could spoil a day was people and if you could keep from making engagements, each day had no limits. People were always the limiters of happiness except for the very few that were as good as spring itself.”

                                                     ~ Ernest Hemingway, A Moveable Feast