"The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too but there will be no special hurry."
~ Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell To Arms



"Our lives disconnect and reconnect, we move on, and later we may touch one another, again bounce away. This is the felt shape of a human life, neither simply linear nor wholly disjunctive nor endlessly bifurcating, but rather this bouncey sequence of bumping into's and tumblings apart."
~ Salman Rushdie, The Ground Beneath Her Feet



Saturday, April 28, 2012

My Muse...


My muse
 If I spoke three words

Would you reply?





My muse
You teach me love
A journey of liberation


An education of life’s secrets


Trembling sensations of shared words
Twisted bodies of excited minds
Soft companionship of exquisite friendship
Brilliant eyes of tender heart
My muse





Come to me
Meet me
At our place
Of consolation and fire
My muse

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Hannah...


Hannah
You are in my arms
Falling asleep
Absorbing each other’s pain
In love's embrace

Candle lit room
Warm blankets
Music
Sleep
Peace

Tears now salty residue
Pain transformed into beauty
Sublime tranquility…



Saturday, April 14, 2012

Mystical Moments...



I want to write a song for that thick silence in the dark, and the

first pure thrill of unreluctant desire, just before we’d made

ourselves stop.”

~ Marie Howe



Language

Possibility and imagination

Words pushed and pulled in my mind

And on the page

Creating the symbols and metaphors of my existence

Punctuated by time



We share experiences more than we admit

We long for connection more than we dare tell



Ambivalent lovers

Vertigo of the soul

Veiled feelings

Cloistered emotions

Translucent eyes telling lies

To the black holes of our hearts



Where is the one

That will sit and drink wine with me

While I unveil my soul and unravel my heart

At a café in the sun along the Thames

So much to speak

So much silence to fill

Someone to absorb my thoughts and life



 A hug like no other

A squeeze of an arm that says more than words

A touch of a hand on a shoulder

Love

Friends

Vanished

Ethereal wisps of longing


Saturday, April 7, 2012

Easter 2012...


Easter has affected me this year as it has not ever done before. I feel free this year, or freer to be who I am, who I am becoming.

I feel okay being single, sleeping alone and I am enjoying my life at the moment.

Perhaps, I have gone through the Red Sea of my life and have experienced a resurrection and can now begin to participate creatively in a new life, to walk, to journey into the future unencumbered by the past.

A Poem For Easter 2012:


Reality and Possibility

Past hope, present horror, future doubt
All three collapsed
Into one
On the cross

Profound promises
Hang in a tortured pause
For three dark hours


Then

In one forsaken moment,

“My God, my God, why…”

Blackness

Death


“All your waves and breakers swept over me…”

The King breathed his last breathe

There will be no defiance of death today


Tears of sorrow and loss
Streak down women’s faces


For three days
“Deep calls to deep…”

Death’s deifier

One who promised exodus
Rises with the sun in the east

Son of Man


A new day
Love’s answer to pain

Resurrection

Sparkling creative life and light


Judgment of evil
Justice done

Paradise restoration inaugurated


“He is risen…”
New humanity being born

Creation set free

Through the sea of desperation

Jesus alive
The King has returned


So walk

Journey with Him

Into the world…

Sunday, April 1, 2012

My Place Today...

Sir Benedicts in Duluth, Mn reading and having a beer.
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