"The world breaks every one and afterward many are strong at the broken places. But those that will not break it kills. It kills the very good and the very gentle and the very brave impartially. If you are none of these you can be sure it will kill you too but there will be no special hurry."
~ Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell To Arms



"Our lives disconnect and reconnect, we move on, and later we may touch one another, again bounce away. This is the felt shape of a human life, neither simply linear nor wholly disjunctive nor endlessly bifurcating, but rather this bouncey sequence of bumping into's and tumblings apart."
~ Salman Rushdie, The Ground Beneath Her Feet



Friday, August 11, 2017

Death



Life is not authentic unless there is death. Symbolic and metaphorical death as well as without exception at some point literal death for us all. Each death is a door to the possibility of living. It is not the prolonging of something but rather the acceptance of its temporality which frees one to live. 


Abishag


 
The barstool prophet
Looks down the long dark road
At all the empty glasses
All the forgotten names
Listening to words not spoken
Feeling what is not given
 
Moses with his staff and broken speech
Elijah calling down fire and hiding in his cave
 
       laughter ~ deserts ~ loneliness 
          friends of prophets
 
Noah plants a vineyard
Ruth uncovers her lovers’ feet
The scarlet cord of the whore dangles for us all
       salvation out of Jericho
 
Jesus turns sewer water to Roman wine
While Magdalen finds comfort in the carpenter’s arms 
 
       pain drowns in the flood
       blood waters the garden of anguish
       emptiness fills with a tender touch
 
Broken beaten abandoned
Raise the cup
Drink deeply the healing tonic
Spill the wine
 
David write another psalm
To soothe aching souls
 
        Absalom
        Absalom
        Absalom
 
The barstool prophet buys another round
The hangover proves you're still alive
 
 
New songs for old hearts
Resurrected from cold tiled bathroom floors
To dance and leap
            in
Rebellion against resentful gazes from windows on high
In Michal and her sister’s eyes
 
All the stolen Judas kisses
In back alley dive bars
Can't turn around the broken promises
 
The barstool prophet turns to the girl on his left
            at the Red Sea Tavern
          David's old friend Abishag
 
He says baby, "my bones are getting colder each night - winter is coming soon"
Be my promised land
Maybe we’ll find God in the space between us
Take my hand
Be my muse
One more drink
For the fallen and misunderstood
In captivity tonight
Who write graffiti on wailing walls
"I'll love you forever...
But forever hasn't happened yet..."
~ cf