You know what…I have no words to express what I am feeling tonight…it all (life) has to be, is, bigger, broader, wider, more, less, all, and yet nothing, all at the same time and yet not in time, all we can and cannot imagine, more beautiful and astounding and horrible and ugly…it is all that and not that…it is and not is…all that is in-between - both in the silence and in the noise of the clasping of waves and the brightness and darkness of all that may or may not be and yet is. The why and the why not…the how and the what and not, the being and non-being…the knowing and not knowing, all the being and all the nothingness and yet all that there is at the same time…all the life and death, the sin, the brokenness and helplessness, the pain, the struggle, the loss…and the joy, smiles, laughter…forgiveness,mercy,acceptance of our own acceptance and the peace that comes eventually in the still moments of despair...
And, and, in the face and reality of it all that there can be and is, there is grace that comes smashing through it all to obliterate all that we can conceive of and to wash and clean it all and make it all new, as new as the morning and the rising of the sun that warms the faces that are full of tears from the darkness of the long night!!!
I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know…and yet I do...
The Cross, Love and Grace…"3"…Trinity…
