My pupils constrict in sunlight
Like time slipping through lost words
Another day
Another night
Another forgotten trip around the sun
Combination of pills to hopefully take away the ache
Dancing with the chemicals
My mind waltzes to a melancholy tune
Until exhaustion sets in
Same place
Each day a return to indecision
And ghoulish thoughts
The lost words scattered on forgotten shores in time
Like my sight refracted through a prism of pain
Most of the time we don't see God at work.We rarely experience His dramatic obvious miracles. Our future is ripped away from us in one way or another. We may sit bereft of all that gives meaning to our lives.
ReplyDeleteWhen our backs are against the wall, we are not alone. We may feel alone. But with faith---sometimes faith borrowed from someone else---we begin to realize that God is there. In the shadows, perhaps. But He does keep watch over His own. Our Father sees you and sees me. He often teaches us to trust Him best when we have come to the end of ourselves and our self-sufficiency. When the chips are down and our backs are against the wall, our GOD is still GOD. He is there. We can trust Him and not be afraid.....A.M.