"It takes more
courage to examine the dark corners of your own soul than it does for a soldier
to fight on the battlefield."
~ W.B Yeats
(Alanis Morissette - Tapes)
Indescribable
The ache
That follows me
Entangles me
Surrounds me
It is me
Grafted and grown into my bones
Deep in my heart it resides
Bidding me to darkness
“‘Listen, Robert, going to another country doesn’t make any
difference. I’ve tried all that. You can’t get away from yourself by moving
from one place to another. There’s nothing to that.’”
~ Ernest Hemingway,
The Sun Also Rises
Falling
Another town
Another night
A stranger among strangers
Alone while surrounded by many
Invisible
What am I doing here?
First nights feel like this…I think?
Each new moment another beginning of exquisite fragility
A circle to nowhere and now whirling like a Dervish without
ecstasy
Eyes all around looking and wondering
Caught in a simulacrum of replicated reality
Each place an illusion of another with the same beats
pulsating
In discord behind the smoke and in the mirrors
My reflections betrays my soul
Words can mean everything and nothing
Disoriented in space
I close my eyes
Falling
How are you doing?
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