“Desperately in need of some stranger's hand
In a desperate land
Lost in a Roman wilderness of pain…”
~ The Doors
(The Doors ~ The End)
Voices play in my head
I hear what is said but not who is speaking
I no longer want to know the messiness of life
I no longer want to think
I no longer want to feel
There are no words left…
I swim in the river of not feeling and closing my eyes
I sink into the silt of death
On the bottom of unknowing
One bullet
One pull of the trigger
One life extinguished
The end…
(Mark Rothko Paintings)
No one enjoys being rejected,ignored, disappointed or pushed aside. But when someone you care about does this to you,it a wake up call that forces you to look inside yourself. You actually become a better person. As a result,you look for a better partner and become a better partner yourself. I know you are in pain right now and you may not believe this but many people have lost a love, only to discover a greater love than the one they lost. Your past relationships prepare you for your future relationships if you allow yourself to learn from them. There is no substiture for time and in time you will open your heart again.
ReplyDelete"You have to hurt before you heal, There is to way to take the pain away. You must go through the healing process to come out whole."