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A week ago I made a decision to get a dog. I am going through a difficult time in my life, suffering from depression and what I have described as a dark heavy ache - living in liminal space with vertigo of the soul.
Recently, I left Minnesota where I live and came to stay
with my parents in Canada to breathe and heal. I
left my job which I really liked, especially the people I worked with. My
three children are also back in Minnesota who I love and miss. I know they are
processing what all this means - having their dad so far away for an unknown
period of time which is hard for them. So many difficult things life
seems to leave in our path as we journey to where we really don’t know.
In all this I decided to find a dog to be my companion and
friend. Earlier this year I read Richard Rohr’s book, The Enneagram: A
Christian Perspective and discovered I am a four on the Enneagram which means I
am:
“…self-aware, sensitive, and reserved. They are emotionally
honest, creative, and personal, but can also be moody and self-conscious.
Withholding themselves from others due to feeling vulnerable and defective,
they can also feel disdainful and exempt from ordinary ways of living. They
typically have problems with melancholy, self-indulgence, and self-pity.
At their Best: inspired and highly creative, they are able
to renew themselves and transform their experiences.
Basic Fear: That they have no identity or personal
significance
Basic Desire: To find themselves and their significance (to
create an identity)”
~ taken from: The Enneagram Institute
In Rohr’s book he gives a country and a dog best suited for each
personality type and my country is France and my dog is a Bassett Hound. Last
year I was in France and loved it – can’t wait to go back! So...I thought a
Bassett Hound would be the dog for me.
Lola |
So...I found Lola or maybe if Tom Harpur is right, maybe she
mystically found me? Either way she is perfect and has been a balm of healing
for me even in our first week together.
Below is article that was in the Brantford Expositor this
week that beautifully gets at the bond between humans and dogs.
Aptly named Buddy was gift from God
By: Tom Harpur
Taken From: The Brantford Expositor
Over the years we have had more than one dog become a vital
part of our lives, but this particularly loving, knowing, constant presence was
unique and will always hold a very deep, special place in our minds and hearts.
Authors are often asked about the writing process and how
inspiration comes. For me, the most creative thoughts come while walking alone
in places only a Labrador could love more -- through deserted orchards,
alongside tumbling streams or surrounded by the stillness of forests at any
time of the year.
Buddy's never-flagging joy at sharing in it all led over
time to a silent sense of communion almost as if he knew we were at work
together in the midst of all the fun of sighting deer, surprising wild turkeys
or vainly chasing a swift jack rabbit out of sight.
At the end of each day, it seemed he knew from the spring in
my step as we headed home that the outing had worked and that a column or a
fresh chapter would take us both to the study again. He was my co-author with
no ambition for fame or "a good press."
With pets it is always the eyes glowing with understanding
that reveal the soul within. I agree with Carl Jung's observation that the
wistful sadness one often catches in odd glances from our animal associates,
especially in moments of closeness and affection, reveal an innate longing for
deeper fellowship, almost as though they silently mourn their lack of speech.
Yet Buddy was truly eloquent in that way that most pets
have, if you are tuned to the moment. You knew what he was thinking almost to
the letter most of the time and it seemed he knew our thoughts without a spoken
word.
I believe religion has largely failed animals. We have been
slow to recognize what a huge gift of God they are and have tended to take out
of context verses in Genesis about man's destiny to have dominion over all
other creatures. I agree with Robert Louis Stevenson who said, "Do you
think dogs will be in heaven? I tell you, they will be there long before any of
us!"
Fyodor Dostoyevsky, in The Brothers Karamazoff, wrote with
characteristic Russian passion, "Love animals. God has given them the rudiments
of thought and joy untroubled. ... Man, do not pride yourself on your
superiority to animals; they are without sin, and you, with your greatness,
defile the earth by your appearance on it and leave the traces of your foulness
after you ..." I recall this passage every time a transport loaded with
terrified pigs or cattle headed for the abbatoir passes us along the road.
The great Dr. Albert Schweitzer prayed thus: "Hear our
humble prayer, O God, for our friends the animals, especially any who are suffering;
for any that are hunted or lost, or deserted or frightened or hungry; for all
that must be put to death. We entreat for them ... and for those who deal with
them we ask a heart of compassion and gentle hands and kindly words. Make us to
be true friends to animals and so to share the blessings of the Merciful."
When we remember Buddy and conjure up again those large,
devoted eyes, a flood of memories pour in. In my book Is There Life After
Death?, I wrote that I believe that since animals share in consciousness, they
too are living souls always deserving of our deepest respect.
Whatever the next stage or dimension of being will be like,
it will not be "heaven" without animals, especially those who have
engraved their likeness forever in our hearts.
~ Tom Harpur is a best-selling author on spiritual and
ethical issues. Tom Harpur
Why can't this be discussed without a religious context?
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